I spoke to my sister this morning about it and she says it happens to her once in awhile when she's writing her fics and that it's because I digging up very old memories. I hate this, it's not what I wanted but I mentioned something in the story a few months ago and I needed to go this route. If you read it I think you'll understand exactly what I'm talking about and why I'm having such a hard time.
Well I guess I had better get back to torturing myself with this. I'll put up another post here when I do update and hopefully it will be later today (as long as I don't break down again).